Oh my god, this was so angsty. I love it. Somehow I understand Tony. Wanting Gibbs at the same time as he rejects him. He is trapped in his emotions. I think it would be best for Tony if he talked to Ducky and Gibbs. I´m sure they could help him. God I want to help Tony so badly. I want to take him in my arms and tell him that everything would be alright.