dear kate
sorry is all you can say
sorry cant take the hurt a way
sorry means nothing and everything
sorry can change how you feel
sorry not good enough

sometimes all you can say is sorry

sorry i lied
sorry i hurt you
sorry you hate me

you wont answer my calls wont speak to me at work or when i call round your house what do i have to do to tell you i am sorry i never ment for this to happen you didnt have to quit your job or leave i just want to make it up to you.

what do i have to do to get you to forgive me kate you are my world and i didnt mean to hurt you. i hope you can forgive me i hope i can forgive myself for hurting you.

kate i love you but i cant explain why it happened it just did and i never ment for you to find out like that

please give me a chance to explain everything my life is dull with out you sat opposite me everyday your smiling face lights up my day the way your hair falls over your shoulder makes me love you more.

when i close my eyes all i can see is your face when you found out the shock then anger its haunting me i cant sleep or eat all i can do is think about you

its been 3 weeks and you still wont return my calls did i screw it up so badly that i dont deserve a chance to tell you the truth

i know i hurt you and i know you are mad at me and hate me but i need to explain i need you to know i have to tell you if something was to happen to you and i hadnt told you i would eat me up inside or what if something happened to me and i never got the chance to tell you the truth would you be left wondering what is the truth? or why i done it? would it kill you if i died and you didnt know?

sorry is all i have left to say

tony