Being invisible wasn't nice,in fact it hurt a hell of a lot. What made it worse was,that everybody took it for granted that you didn't have feelings. Tim's birthday went unnoticed again,although he took great care to remember each member of the team's birthday,they never made an effort to remember his. He usually gave them each a small gift on their birthdays and didn't expect anything in return,but it would have been nice ,if they would just once remember his.

It was late Friday afternoon and his Boss was pissed as usual,demanding answers and progress at an impossible rate. Tim's fingers was dancing over his keyboard and he went as fast as possible,but it didn't impress his Boss. Being a computer specialist didn't make you a computer and he couldn't just spit out answers like a printer,he was working as fast as possible.

“McGee ,I need that bank-statements now!”,Gibbs barked out,although the team just arrived back from the crime scene.
“I'm on it,Boss!”,Tim replied,although what he was doing was strictly illegal,you needed a warrant to access bank statements,but telling his Boss that ,would be like committing suicide.
“Work faster!”

Tim heard the barked order and typed even faster,it took all his willpower to just stay calm and continue working ,he comforted himself by thinking that they would be off for the weekend and he would get away from the team for two glorious days. He went through the bank-statements and found no irregularities ,”There is nothing suspicious in his bank-statements,Boss.”

The terse,”Are you sure,McGee?”,almost pushed him over the brink and let his pent up frustration free. He bit on his teeth and printed the statements out and stood up and put it on his boss's desk. It hurt when Gibbs took it and went through it by himself,showing Tim once again that no-one took his investigation skills serious. The hurt only reflected a few seconds in his eyes before he hid it behind a steel mask. He had years of practice hiding his feelings,as a bullied teenager he learned early on, that it was safer to hide your pain,because showing a weakness only made you more vulnerable. Bullies were like sharks,once you started bleeding they went into a feeding frenzy.

He still had no idea how he was going to celebrate his birthday,it would have been great if he had a hot date for the night,someone with whom he could celebrate the beginning of a new year. He didn't stand a chance of asking one of the women that worked at NCIS out,because after Tony spread the rumour that he was gay,no woman took his advances serious. He tried to ask Abby out that morning,but she was so busy talking about her new boyfriend that he didn't even try. It looked as if he was going to have another lonely birthday by himself,because Sarah was backpacking through Europe at the moment and there was no-one else he could take out.

Tim was ripped out of his musings by Tony's gleeful voice,”I might have something,Boss!”
It felt like a stab in the heart when Gibbs said,”I knew I could trust on my senior agent ,what have you got,DiNozzo?”
“I went through his phone records and he made a call to his sister who is in jail,almost every week. I’m sure she would know, who would want to kill her brother,as they were obviously very close.”
“Good job,Tony!”,Gibbs said while he was looking at his watch,”It is too late now to talk to her,McGee you can go and interview her tomorrow morning!”

“But Boss we are off tomorrow!”,Tim cried out.
“Not any-more,McGee!”,Gibbs answered tersely.
“Why can't Tony do it,it was his idea!”,Tim said before he even thought about the consequences.
Cold steel blue eyes locked on Tim's face,”Last I checked,I was still the team-leader!”
Tim looked down defeated,”Sorry Boss,I will do it.”
“It isn't as if you had hot plans for the weekend anyway,McLazy!”,Tony got his jibe in.

Tim bit his tongue,his frustration increased drastically,but he knew it was better to keep quiet. He would just keep on playing the gentle choirboy everyone expected him to be,even if it killed him. The rest of the afternoon crept by painfully,without incident and when Gibbs let them go,Tim rushed out of the office,but once he was seated in his car,he had no idea where to go. He needed to celebrate his birthday,but didn't have an idea how.

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Gibbs was still busy at his desk when Tim's phone on his desk rang. Gibbs stood up and answered it,a young female voice started to sing “Happy Birthday”. He had to wait until she finished before he could get in a word,”Sarah,Tim already went home.”,he said.
“Sorry agent Gibbs,with the time difference I got confused. Will you tell Tim when you see him again,that I phoned and said 'Happy birthday'.”
“Why don't you phone him on his cellphone and tell him yourself?”
“It will be fine if you tell him,agent Gibbs,I am saving all the money that I can,backpacking through Europe is quite expensive. Good night agent Gibbs.”

Gibbs felt a pang of guilt when he put the phone down,no one on the team even remembered Tim's birthday,although he took great pains to remember theirs. He brushed the feeling away and went back to his desk to finish some paperwork..His mind kept on going back to his youngest agent and he realized for the first time that he almost knew nothing about the youngest member of his team. Tim wasn't an open book like Tony or Abby,he seldom talked about his private life and he and Gibbs had almost nothing in common. He knew he alienated Tim during the day,but it was so easy to use him as a punch-bag as the younger man never showed any anger and kept on coming back for more. It was easy to abuse their relationship and he promised himself that he would go easier on Tim.

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Tim drove around for an hour before he stopped nearby a crowded club and decided to go in and buy himself a drink.,he would celebrate his own birthday. He was by nature shy and never felt at ease walking into a club by himself,but he steeled himself and paid the entering-fee and stepped into the club.

The club's name was “Fang's” and Tim never heard of it before,but that wasn't surprising as he wasn't very social. The club was dark and had a supernatural feel to it,but the music was mellow and not too loud. The club had a Gothic feel to it and a lot of the patron's was dressed in a similar theme,he was sure Abby would love it here. He felt like an intruder and stuck out like a sore thumb,but squared his shoulders and walked up to the bar,where he waited to order a drink.

Patrick was a very rich man and the club was one of the many that he owned. He sat at the bar and watched the throng of patrons. The club looked like many other nightclubs but what made it special was that most of the patrons was of a supernatural orientation,he himself was a werewolf. In fact he was the Alpha of his pack and his word was law for many werewolves in DC. He spotted a few vampires and a demon or two,the rest of the club was filled with werewolves and a few humans.

As his eyes combed through the crowd his eyes fell on the young human walking into the club and instantly he knew that the young man didn't belong there. He watched the human progress to the bar and inside him ,his inner wolf woke up. His icy blue eyes hungrily devoured the young human and his mouth watered as he looked at the tall,lanky figure,he sniffed the air appreciatively,inhaling the intoxicating smell of the alluring young human. His cock twitched in anticipation and he knew that he had to have the younger man.

Tim nervously stood at the bar waiting for the barman to notice him,feeling once again invisible. Patrick noticed the nervousness and got the barman's attention,motioning him to take the newcomer's order,before he bolted out of the club.

Sully was instantly intrigued as Patrick motioned him to take the man's order. He looked at him,trying to discern what made him so special as Patrick seldom took notice of anyone and even rarer was interested in a mere human. Sully had to agree that he had a fresh,untouched appeal and was handsome for a man,it was his almost childlike face and soulful eyes that really made him stand out in a crowd. He took the order and set the drink in front of the new arrival.

Patrick watched the young man and could see the sadness and loneliness in the emerald green eyes. He watched as the man lifted up his glass and paused as if he was making a toast on himself and then downed the drink in one large gulp. He stood up and moved to a stool next to the newcomer,”Seems like you needed that drink?”

Tim looked surprised at the big,muscular man next to him. The man had the bluest eyes he ever seen,even more icy than his boss's eyes,but unlike Gibbs this icy blue eyes was warm and full of laughter. Tim felt small next to the big,strong man,which was unnatural as he was six foot tall and not a small man in normal standards. The man next to him was attractive and would drive any women into heat if he ever decided to make movies,his thick raven hair was neatly fastened with a thin strip of leather and hang past his shoulders on his back. There was something dangerous about the man ,as if he was almost feral with a thin coat of civility . He answered,”Yeah it was a very long day.”

Tim motioned the bartender for a refill,which he started to sip slowly. The first drink went right to his head as he didn't have time to eat during the day. The alcohol warmed his body and he started to relax slowly,forgetting the feelings of loneliness and inadequacy. He seldom drank more than a beer or two,so the more potent drink hit him harder than he expected.

Patrick was fascinated by the younger man,he was struggling to control his inner wolf ,as the wolf just wanted to pounce on the young man and fuck him silly. He never felt an attraction to anyone that was as urgent as this and it almost scared him,he knew nothing about the man and he didn't even know if he would be interested in having a relationship with another man. The younger man's scent was driving him crazy,it was fresh and spicy,the pouting lower lip was so enticing that he had to grip the edge of the bar,not to lean towards him and capture it with his own mouth. The waves of pure desire coursed through his body and his cock painfully strained against his restricting pants. Patrick knew that he found his mate and he couldn't wait to get to know the younger man better,to taste him,to hold him and to make him moan with lust. The fact that his mate was male didn't bother him one bit,nature chose his mate for him and they would fit perfectly together.

Patrick introduced himself to his mate and started to talk to the shy young human,his inner wolf couldn't understand why they had to wait before they touched their mate and made him theirs. He learned that the younger man was a federal agent and worked for the Navy,between the lines he read that Tim was a decent ,kind and gentle man who was thus far unlucky in love. Not only was his mate attractive,but he had a gentle and caring personality,it was more than enough for Patrick and he counted himself lucky that he found such a prize for a mate.

Tim couldn't explain the feeling that he had know Patrick for a long time,although he just met him. He felt safe and relaxed in the company of the other man and a strange warm feeling was building up in the pit of his stomach,that he couldn't explain even to himself. The small brushes against his body from the other man,sent small electrical pulses through his body that made him feel so deliciously alive. It felt good to have someone to talk to ,someone whose attention was solely focused on him. He didn't even notice when Patrick's index finger started to slowly rub over his left hand's knuckles,his body already accepted the other man ,even before his mind caught up that Patrick was interested in him sexually. Tim was still very innocent and inexperienced and he never felt any sexual attraction to another man,it never even crossed his mind.

Patrick could loose himself in the deep,emerald eyes of his mate and his body instinctively shielded Tim from any contact from other patrons in the busy ,crowded club. He found his most precious possession and wasn't going to loose it for anything in the world,Tim was his to protect and love.

Tim started to notice the seductive finger stroking his knuckles and instead of being horrified by the sensual contact ,a strange thing happened and he became aware of his cock twitching with interest in his pants. A warm blush spread over his cheeks as he realised how his body was reacting,his confused green eyes locked with the icy,blue eyes,pleading for an explanation.

Patrick saw the confusion and leaned nearer and brush his warm lips softly against Tim's soft lips,the contact sent small frissons of electricity through both men,it felt so right,so meant to be. He slowly increased the pressure and licked between Tim's lips,begging for entry.

Tim gave a small whimper and opened his mouth,instantly a warm probing tongue slipped into his mouth. The taste of the other man's mouth was intoxicating addictive and he savoured every thrust and lick. His body felt wound up like an old fashioned alarm clock,straining for a release,he pressed his needy body nearer and was rewarded when strong arms cradled his body against a hard ,muscled chest. Tim felt overwhelmed,the sensations in his body was too intense,it almost frightened him,he wanted more,yet at the same time he wanted to move away from the intense warm embrace. His body started to sway,feeling weak and he leaned against the warm hard body in front of him,gripping the other man's shirt desperately,trying to find an anchor in the rough,stormy sea of feelings and sensations.

Patrick pulled away ,gasping for air,he had to grip his inner wolf by its hackles to keep it from devouring their mate right here in front of the whole,wide world. He cradled his weak,frightened mate protectively against his chest and soothingly rubbed his back,tightly holding his inner wolf away from the mouthwatering ass of their mate. Both men struggled to regain their breaths and some sense of control over their bodies. He softly gentled his frightened mate,”Ssh,ssh,little one,don't be frightened,I will never hurt you,we are meant for each other.”

Tim nuzzled his blushing face against the warm shoulder of the strong man in front of him,he felt frightened of the intense feelings the other man provoked in his body and it embarrassed him that he acted so wanton in front of everyone in the club,he shyly hid his face against the strong man in front of him. The soothing hand rubbing against his back grounded him and calmed the inner turmoil he felt. His mind struggled to think clearly as most of the oxygen rich blood was pooled in his warm groin,leaving his mind unable to form coherent thoughts. His cock was rock hard and the restrictive prison of his pants was pure torture,when Patrick suggested that they go to his home ,he followed the big man blindly out of the club.

The cold night air woke Tim's dazed senses up and he realised that he was led out of the club by the big dangerous man,his hand tightly gripped in a warm rough hand. Everything was happening so fast that his mind was reeling and he struggled to think clearly. His body let itself be controlled by the big man leading him to a slim,black limousine,but his mind was trying to analyse what was happening to him. On one hand he wanted to relinquish all control over to the other man,but on the other hand fear was gripping his heart,realising that he could set himself up for a very dangerous situation.

His body won and he slipped into the waiting vehicle,resting against the comfortable leather seat. He couldn't explain why he did what he did,but he expected that his intense arousal had a great part to play in his actions. Tim wasn't gay and had never before felt any attraction to another male,the intense arousal he felt now was a complete and overwhelming surprise. It was as if his body had a mind of its own and governed his actions,he needed to know where this all would lead to.

Patrick looked at the dazed young man with pity,he could see the warring emotions in the large green expressive eyes. He knew instinctively that he had found his mate,but the young human next to him didn't have the same sharp animal instincts,he had. He didn't like the small whiff of fear he smelled,the last thing he wanted was for his mate to fear him. He soothingly rubbed his thick thumb over the slim hand he was holding and pressed a soft kiss in his mates fragrant ,clean hair.

A lazy lassitude settled over Tim's body and he decided to enjoy the moment for just what it was and he rested his head against the big man's shoulder,taking in his wild earthy smell. Patrick's inner wolf was preening with pride in the trust their mate showed in them and was licking his chops in anticipation. Tim's birthday turned out very different than he ever expected and deep down in his heart he knew his loneliness and feelings of rejection from his colleagues,spurred him on in taking this risky action,so uncommon to his usual guarded and repressed way.

It was as if he was moving in a dream and he soon found himself in a big,luxurious bedroom with the largest bed he have ever seen ,dominating the room. His eyes nervously flicked over the room and kept coming back to the large bed,he felt some fear imagining what was going to happen in that enormous bed.

Patrick pulled Tim near and was relieved when the slim,lanky body came to him without resistance. He took his mates face in his big hands and softly started to worship Tim's mouth,seductively sucking,nipping and licking the soft pliant lips,taking his time to familiarise himself with its contours and its taste.

Tim gave a needy whimper and opened his mouth,demanding wordlessly that the kiss should be deepened. Patrick complied and slowly probed the warm,sweet mouth of his mate,exploring every inch. He gave a victorious groan when his mate started to slide his tongue over his and instinctively deepened the kiss,turning it into a more possessive brand. Tim’s whole body and senses where only fixed on the warm,hard lips driving him crazy,he never knew mere kissing could be this arousing and sensual. He didn't want it to stop,but at the same time he wanted so much more,needed so much more,he gave a desperate moan that was right from his soul,pleading with the big man holding his will in his hands.

Patrick pulled away and forced some air into his oxygen-starved lungs,while he looked into the green,wanton eyes of his mate. He could sense the pent up passion in his mates' soul and knew that making love to him was going to be an intense fire-filled ride. He was barely holding onto his wild inner wolf,that was fighting to be let loose,but it was too soon to let the wolf out,he still needed to win Tim's complete trust.

“I want to make love to you,to touch your body,to bring you pleasure?”,Patrick's throaty voice asked his mate. Tim shyly just nodded,to overwhelmed to use his voice. He was pulled back into the warm embrace and he could feel his own heart beating next to the big man's heart. The insistent lips claimed his mouth again and he was overpowered by the intense possession of his lips. His lips was swollen and sensitive from all the kissing and the merest brush against them,drove him mad. The big rough hands was moving over his backside and was mapping his body inch by inch. He pressed his hard cock against the hard thigh of the big man ,that was keeping his body captive and instinctively rubbed against it,stoking his own desire higher and higher.

Patrick groaned,for a virgin his mate was sure one hell of a sensual creature,he was rubbing his body against Patrick's with utter abandonment,like a sensual cat marking his territory. He moved his lips down to kiss his mate's sensitive neck and couldn't help himself,nipping the white satin soft skin. He slid his hands in front of Tim's body and started to unbutton his shirt,marvelling at the white almost hairless chest. The turgid nipples was too much of a treat not to be tasted and he sucked the left hard peak into his mouth,savouring the salty ,musky taste of his lover.

Tim was so overwhelmed by the sensation of the man sucking on his nipple that he caught his head in his hands,confused if he wanted to pull it nearer or if he wanted to push it away. He was panting struggling to catch his breath,it felt as if the man was nursing on his nipples and he gave a guttural moan. He had sex with women before,but nothing ever felt as intense as this,not even sex with Abby made him feel this out of control and Abby was pretty wild and inhibited.

He almost came when the sharp teeth nipped his sensitive nipple seductively. The mouth trailed a wet line and closed over his other nipple. The intense sucking and licking liquefied his legs and he almost sagged to the ground,but the strong arms kept him upright.

Patrick lifted his head looking up into the glowing green eyes,”I love to hear your needy moans and your nipples taste heavenly”.

Tim's face burned with his blush,but at the same moment the compliment increased his arousal,he knew he was totally out of his depth. He flinched slightly when the big ,rough hands started to unbuckle his pants.

“Ssh,Timmy,I won't ever hurt you.”,Patrick gentled Tim,he was as skittish as a young colt. He pulled his mate's pants and underwear down and was delighted by the beautiful ,hard cock that sprang free,he couldn't help nuzzling his face in his mate's genitals,savouring the musky sent.

Tim gasp when he felt the warm lips brushing against his cock and the slight stubble of his lover rasping over his engorged genitals,it almost felt sinful. Patrick stood up and pushed him down on the big,comfortable bed,quickly removing his shoes and pants. He lay nervously watching the big man with eyes that showed just a little bit of apprehension.

Patrick almost ripped off his clothes in his haste to join his mate on the bed. Tim was awed by the ripped muscles that was revealed as the big man undressed,he was covered in coarse hair and Tim couldn't wait to slide his fingers through it. The impressive cock and large testes that was revealed filled him with fear and lust. His mind didn't want to think how men made love and were the big cock would fit in his body. He wasn't a complete innocent and knew that men had anal sex,but this seemed impossible and frightening at the same time.

Patrick saw the fear and understood why,”Don't worry Tim ,we don't need to have anal sex the first time,there is many ways to please each other.” Tim was relieved and at the same time a little bit regretful,he mentally scolded his traitorous libido.

Tim felt the bed depressing when the big man joined him on the bed and shyly reached out and rubbed his hands tentatively over the hard ,muscular chest. He nervously looked into the other man's eyes for approval. “That's good Tim,you can rub harder I'm not made of porcelain.”

Tim daringly increased his touch and enjoyed sliding his hands over the hard contours of the big man's chest,he insecurely pressed a quick kiss on one of the invitingly hard nipples. He was rewarded when the big man groaned deep from his throat,the groan almost sounded like an animal grunting in need. He sucked the nipple into his mouth and loved the wild,musky taste of his lover,he mimicked the sucking and licking the big man did earlier to him..

Patrick was struggling to keep still as his mate was sucking on his hard nipple,he was the dominant one and needed to be in control but he knew he had to allow his mate to explore his own sexuality. His inner wolf was fighting for domination and wanted to pin his mate down and take him forcefully. Patrick knew his mate was playing with fire,but he couldn't afford to frighten the gentle, shy man and he decided his inner wolf just had to endure the sensual torture.

After awhile Patrick moved his body and pinned his mate down on the bed,covering his body with his own. A flash of intense need coursed through his body,when his swollen manhood rubbed against his lovers wet cock. Tim arched his back,whimpering in surprise,a bolt of electricity shot through his groin and he grabbed hold of the comforter on the bed,trying to anchor his swirling senses.

Patrick grind his hard cock against his lover's genitals,revelling in the intense sensations it created. His hard sweaty body slid up and down his lover's slippery body,bringing them nearer to their climax.

Tim felt as if he was burning,the intense heat of their bodies sliding and thrusting together almost consuming him,he never knew sex could feel this mind-blowing,he had no control over his straining body and lost himself in a sea of sensations and lust. The two lovers' bodies was dancing on the bed in an age-old dance of animals mating. Small whimpers and moans slipped out of his mouth and he arched his lower body higher,desperately needing to increase the friction.

Patrick had to grip tightly onto his lover bucking wildly beneath him ,like an untamed colt. He licked the drops of sweat from his lovers brow,before they could sting his eyes,keeping the glowing green eyes captured with his own blue peepers.

The intense orgasm ripped through Tim's body and the warm sticky essence pulsed from his body,coating his stomach and the genitals of his lover,he uttered a loud guttural scream,that vibrated through their connected bodies. Patrick gave one last thrust against his lover's overheated body,pressing his engorged cock against Tim pubic bone and came in streams of hot cum. Their bodies slumped together and the air filled with the sent of musky cum and sweat.

Tim was back in the prison,both his hands cuffed to the wall,while an angry women was threatening him with a sharpened spoon. The women's oily,dirty hair was dripping with sweat while she cursed and shouted,”This time pig ,I'm going to gut you for the animal you are. There is no way you are stepping out of this prison alive today!”

Tim was cowering terrified against the wall,struggling in vain to get free. In the corner his boss was shaking his head in disbelieve,”McGee get a grip of yourself,don't show this women any fear,if they sense how pathetic you are,they will kill you and we will never get the information we need!”

The room was filled with laughing and cheering women,taunting Tim. Two large women pushed him tightly against the wall,holding him still for the women advancing with the make-shift knife and try as he might,he couldn't get free. His frantic screams for help fell on deaf ears and his boss turned his back on him, walking out of the room leaving him behind.

Tim woke up in the dark unfamiliar bed,being held by strong arms and it took awhile before he recognised the soothing voice calming him down.”Come on wake up Tim,its only a dream,you are safe here!”

Everything came rushing back and he was glad that the room was filled with darkness and the big man couldn't see his embarrassed blush. He couldn't bear to think how wanton and uncontrolled he acted the previous night,he was horrified that he went home with a stranger. What made it worse was that Tim wasn't one to indulge in one-night stands,so he had no previous exercise on how to get out of the situation with the minimal embarrassment for both of them. He tried to disengage himself from the strong arms that held him,but his lover refused to let him slide out of his arms.

“Tell me what your nightmare was about?”
Tim said desperately,”Its nothing,its late and I have to go now.”
The man ignored his reply ,”Stay and tell me what frightened you so much?”
“I don't do one-night stands and this is all new to me,don't make it harder for me,let me go and I will call a cab.”,Tim said nervously and struggled to get free from the strong arms.

Patrick pulled his mate even nearer and tried to gentle the frightened man,”I am not planning for this to be a one-stand Tim. Now that I found you I'm planning on keeping you.”
Tim squeaked,”You plan on keeping me?”
The big hands started to stroke Tim's body,comforting him,”Yes,I don't do one-night stands. Now tell me what your nightmare was about?”

It took awhile for Tim to relax and when he started to talk all his fears slipped out for the next day. He told Patrick about the time he was held hostage in the women's prison during a riot and that one of the guards was killed. He never told the rest of the team that he sometimes still had nightmares of that harrowing day and going back there filled him with fear.

Patrick was filled with anger,he couldn't understand how Tim's boss could send him back to the prison alone after his mate's ordeal. He felt sorry for Tim when he realised that a big part of his mate's fear was that he would let his boss down. The gentle man was so filled with insecurities,that it broke his heart. He realised that his mate wasn't going to be his Beta but was a rare omega. Omegas didn't fall into the normal hierarchy of the pack,but were an unknown quantity,they were the glue that kept the pack together. They weren't dominant but also not submissive either,they kept the pack together with their loyalty and caring emotions. It didn't bother Patrick that his mate wouldn't help run the pack as his Beta ,as an Omega Tim would make just as big contribution to the pack,although his part would be played behind the scenes,keeping the pack together.

He kept on stroking his mate,comforting him with soothing words and soon Tim fell asleep again. Patrick looked his mate over in the darkness,his wolf-eyes seeing as clear as day in the dark,he marvelled at his beautiful mate's body and watched him sleeping,imprinting his image in his mind.