One Day You Will
You feel like you're falling backwards
Like you're slippin' through the cracks

I have a complicated past. I lost my mother when I was four, my aunt Kate was given custody of me. When I was twelve I became the center of a terrorist plot, found out my father was Ari and on top of it all I became the youngest NCIS agent ever. When I was thirteen I lost Kate to Ari, I was almost killed and of course I became the center of once again another terrorist plot.

Like no one would even notice
If you left this town and never came back

I am a horrible person. I truly am. The day that Kate was killed that bullet was aimed for me. But Kate stepped in front of me and pushed me back. She was shot instead of me. I should be the one who's dead not her. I felt horrible knowing that bullet was aimed for my head and not hers. Its hard and annoying.

You walk outside and all you see is rain
You look inside and all you feel is pain

I ran away. I admit it. I was about fifteen and that's what changed my mind to stay at NCIS. I'm glad I did. cause who knows where I would be.