a month later
tonys pov
i never though this day would come so soon and if it did i wouldent be here takeing care of everything. you have left me and i dont know what to do. tobys all i have left of you and i dont know if i can be a good dad to him what if i screw it all up and he hates me.
its been a week since you died in hospital i dont know if i am going to get through this toby hasent left his room he just sits on his bed and crys and i dont know what to do. i wish you were here to help me or tell me oh god how i need you to help me.
faye i dont know if you knew this but i did love you all those years ago and i miss you so bad its like some one has ripped my arm off and left me to die. i know i have kate to help me but its not the same.
today is the day after fayes funeral tony is trying to get toby to come out of him room
"toby can you let me in?"
"NO! go away"
"toby it me dad"
"i dont want you i want my mom"
"i know you do but shes gone"
"well go and get her back"
"i cant toby i wish i could"
toby opens the door to let tony in they go sit on his bed
"come here" tony says as he huggs toby
"dad i miss mom"
"i know you do i do too"
"where has she gone?"
"moms ........ in heven up in the sky so she can see you all the time and look after you so you dont get hurt"
"do you think she mises me?"
"of course she does"
"are you going to get ready?"
"why where am i going?"
"i am going to take you out for something to eat cause there is no food here"
"ok can we have pizza it was moms......."
"sure pizza your choice"
"is kate comeing with us?"
"do you want her to come?"
"no"
"why?"
"i dont want a new mom i have one"
"oh toby shes never going to be your new mom no one is ever going to replace your mom kate just wants to be your friend"
"dad?"
"yeah"
"kate can be my friend"
"ok so do you want her to come with us to get pizza?"
"no i just want it to be me and you"
"thats ok"
"dad do you think mom misses me?"
"yeah all the time go on get dressed"
"thanks dad"
"hurry up or all the pizza will all be gone"
toby rushes to get dressed and runs down the stares to meet tony so they can go and get pizza
the end
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